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~~i was having a very bad mood swing in the afternoon..yesterday went to watch mid-night show wif elvira...hahax..long time nva meet her already...really miz her alots....so...it was a great night for us to enjoy... today i went to my new school to attend the test...hopefully i can pass the test mann...coz the questions was quite difficult....thank god...hahax..
~~我真的好开心。。今天晚上的我就好像灰姑娘一样。。过了一个连我自己都感到很不可思议的夜晚。。虽然只有几个小时。。可是却足以让我乐翻了天。。我们就这样靠在一起。。唱了一夜的歌。。这是我第一次。。在唱歌的时候。。偷偷的把头轻轻的靠在了你的肩膀。。就在你不注意的时候。。我把我的手也挎在了你的肩上。。在那一刻。。我觉得自己好幸福。。天知道当时我的心有多高兴。。多兴奋。。我好想就这样一直就这靠着你。。在也不想把头抬起来。。当我在镜子里看到你的脸的时候。。是那麽的好看。。那麽的让人心动。。。当时。。我真好想过去亲你一口。。然后大声地对你说。。我喜欢你。。我真的好喜欢你。。。你一直都在唱着你的伤心往事。。可是在你爱情的世界里。。却从来都没有我的名字。。我知道我是自作多情。。。我真的很傻。。当你对我说其实在你身边的好朋友也已一直默默地喜欢着你的而你却还没接受她的时候。。。我心里就一直在想。。对阿。。。人家爱了你这麽久。。就算真的要得到幸福。。那也不会是我。。毕竟是她先遇见你。。是她先喜欢你。。是她先为你付出的。。可能跟她比起来。。我的付出也就真的不算什麽了。。我好同情那个女生。。因为她跟我都一样。。走上了一条不归路。。。人家付出了这麽多年。。就算真的有幸福的名额。。老天爷也肯定先会给她。。而我总是不被老天所眷顾的。。。所以有时候。。。我会选择避开你。。不太去想知道关于你的一切事情。。因为了解你越多。。到时伤得就会越深。。今晚。。我们把所有的伤心情歌都唱了一遍。。。真的唱得好痛快。。我好想就让时间静止在那一刻。。虽然认识你后。。我过得很辛苦。。可是。。我却不后悔。。我爱你爱得好累。。可是。。我还是幸福的。。至少。。我还能看见你的笑脸。。还能听见你对我说的话。。这样。。就足够了。。我不会去奢求什麽。。我只想就这样。。简简单单的。。。就好了。。我喜欢你。。当全世界的人都告诉我你是我爱错的人。。我也不去管了。。不是我不想放手。。。而是我在也放不开了。。。
~~早上睡醒的时候。。发现枕头上有泪湿过的痕迹。。。对。。。昨天晚上我又喝醉了。。。又是为了同一个人。我觉得我自己好傻。。明知道这段感情的付出是永远不会有结果的。。可是。。。我却是这样的义无反故。。昨天你跟我说你一整天都没吃饭。。。肚子疼得好厉害。。。你知道当时我心里听了有多难过。。。有多心疼。。昨天打了你。。看到你的手臂一片青红。。那个时候我早就在心里把自己骂个千百遍了。。你要知道。。我是真的不想看到你受伤害。。哪怕是一丁点。。我也会舍不得的。。其实昨天我好想趁着酒劲。。跟你表白算了。。又或者是。。就这样冲过去抱着你。。就在也不松手了。。可是。。理智还是把我从现实拉了回来。。。结果。。到了最后。。我还是什麽都没说。。继续保持着沉默。。我曾经以为自己可以一直就这样默默地喜欢你。。。可是。。。我现在变得贪心了。。我也好讨厌现在的自己。。就像个神经病一样。。我觉得我自己就快要崩溃了。。。在你的面前。。我似乎不能在隐藏什麽了。。我觉得只要在你面前多停留一秒。。。我的心事都会被你看穿的。。。我似乎变得不会撒慌了。。我觉得自己变得好可悲。。没有人会听我诉说。。。只有你。。肯听我说话。。一直陪伴着我。。谢谢你。。我亲爱爱的博客。。我真的不知道自己还能够撑多久。。所以。。我会开始慢慢的从你世界走出来。。试着不在去关注你。。试着不在为你哭泣。。试着让自己过得开心点。。一直都想减肥来着。。。可是因为你。。却一直没成功。。因为我一直不断的酗酒。。。连你也老说我是个酒女。。可是。。你却不知道。。我喝酒时为了谁。。喜欢你就像走上一条不归路。。你永远不会也不想知道我心里的想法。。而我。。就一直装着默默无闻。。我好怕。。当你发现真相的时候。。我跟你可能连朋友都不是了。。所以。。我会想尽法保住这个秘密。。因为。。。这是我选择爱你的方试。。所以。。我会逼自己撑下去。。。直到我不爱你的那一天。。。
~~我喜欢你。。身上的每个细胞都在提醒着我。。。我真的好喜欢你。。。看着你赤裸着上身在我身边走过的时候。。漂亮的古铜色肌肤。。。让我更有冲动就这样抱着你。。就这样永远的看着你。。就只有在你跟我的世界里。。。当你拉着我的手说让我们当好姐妹的时候。。我心里却在疯狂的呐喊。。不要。。。pls...我才不要当你的什麽好姐妹。。这三个字让人听得心酸。。。当你跟我说你生病的时候。。我听了比谁都难过。。比谁都担心。。。每天多看你一点。。我对你的爱就多深一点。。我知道你一直都想要找到你的幸福。。。你总说。。只要爱的人找到幸福。。你也会感到欣慰。。可是。。我却不这样认为。。我不能够想像要是有一天。。你找到你的幸福。。那我该怎麽办。。？我真的能够面带微笑对你说一句。。恭喜你噢。。。认识了你之后。。我才知道什麽叫做付出。。原来爱真的需要双方面的。。。当你只想把一股脑儿的爱全部塞给你爱的人可是那人却不想接手的话。。。这时候。。。你只能默默无闻的小心的把爱全部收回来。。然后开始做个隐形人。。不断的在背后为你付出。。在这之前。。对于你所有的种种我都知道得清清楚楚。。所以。。就算你不能回应我的爱的时候。。我也不怪你。。因为。。我知道你不是故意的。。。要怪和就怪我的命的不好。。总是在对的时间遇上错的人。。我知道是时候放手了。。可是。。我的心却做不了主。。我总是在背后安静的看着你。。因为只有这样。。你才不会嫌我烦。。我总是装着对你若无其事。。总是等你先过来跟我说话。。。天知道我每天盼着你早点回来。。每天都想看着你多一点。。只要能看着你。。我的心就会乐得跟开了花似的。。我会按耐住自己喜欢你的那份心情。。。尽量不跟你生气。。体谅着你。。。所以。。我希望老天爷多给我一些勇气。。让我继续走下去。。这条路虽然很累。。可是。。我却不后悔。。
~~Juz went to wacth The Leap years with connie at vivo...it was a nice show..i was cryin while im watch the show...ya...the show is damn touchin...they were all the way talk abvt love...a ger who always chasin love by every four yrs...and juz waittin for the guy to prove his promise...hw great is this mann....!! i have admiration for this ger coz i know that i cannt juz be like her to have a such courageous to loving a guy in a peace way by 12 yrs...ya..i admit that im a loser...things will always goes to a different way and i juz cant control it...hw many times i wanna tell u that i love u...??hw many time i feel upset when u went out wif someone else and didn't told me at all...?i know that i shld't get angry wif u or can say that i shld't even like u in the 1st place...but god damn it...when i found out that i have a such feelin on u is too late aridy...ya...i know u condition veri well...so i shld't waste my time on u...and i olo know that u won't even bother to look at me if i really tell u the truth...u and me is juz like two parallel lines..so...eveyting is my fault...i shld't give u my love in the 1st...coz i know u will nva accept it...
~~ya...finally im back to s'pore again...so hapi to see my all frens are still around me...yesterday went out wif my dear ke xiao ai to having our supper...and i juz late for 10 mins and she dare to ask me to treat her eat meals...but....in the end..i still pay for everything include hers...hahax...no choice...she is my fren wad...so...hahax...nvm....i keep going out for these days...i feel glad that all my frens are still remember me and we r still close as before....thanks god....hahax...i juz brought a new laptop and hp in few days before...so hapi mann...i was waittin for 2 yrs to get a new laptop and nw...I GOT it...hahahahax......so hapi for myself mann....damn cool....i couldn't sleep well in last night...coz i havin my NO.1....feel quite irritiring on it...i hate No.1....yux...somemore in these days was keep raining as well.. ...so my mood is juz like down down down~~..include im having mood-swing in days...sometime i rally dun understand myself....wat's call life...?wat's call love...??is all the actions looks like love that means is really love actions...???heh...wat a gd questions for me..?i think i will nva noe the ans...